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So much stuff has happened since my last entry that I don't even know where to begin. I will not be posting about it simply for the fact that most of it was completely unnecessary drama that I would prefer to forget about all together. Today is Mother's Day, Happy Mother's Day to all the mommys out there!! I got my mom some cookies and some candles. She gave me some  Lotto scratchers and Richard and my sons gave me some flowers that they picked from Richard's mom rose bushes. I had a photo shoot on Friday evening but the photographer had to cancel. We are going to try again tomorrow night. Also, a friend of mine just got his own house and t

Well I took the kids over to see Richard today which inevitably turned into a ridiculous fighting match >_< But then both of the kids ended up falling asleep and we gave each other some space and then were able to say sorry to each other. After that we enjoyed a pretty decent day together. We still have a lot of ground to cover and a lot to work out but I feel that we are making some progress. The fact we are both willing to try has to be a good sign, right? I'm still staying the nights at my parents for the next few &nbsp;weeks but I'm hoping to spend the days at home with Richard and the kids at our house (not my parents). I have school tommorow

Me and Richard got in another fight again >_< I ended up taking the kids and leaving. I told him I couldn't do this with him anymore. It's time to grow up and he just doesn't seem to get it. I'm currently staying with my parents so I can finish school and hopefully get a job and get on my feet. I love him so much but he's just not the person I thought he was. I keep thinking he'll change but back but I think I'm finally starting to see that he won't. It hurts so much but I'm trying hard to hard to hang in there. I don't know if he's going to ask me to move home and I don't know what I'll say if he does. I know I won't unless shit changes. T